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Thursday, April 10, 2008
DIY Self Bondage #2 (no pun intended)


I’ve been getting more creative with self-bondage, I’m trying to become more accustomed to being in difficult positions and being bound for longer times. When I goto bed in bondage I wake up in a strange comfortable state, taking off my restraints is like a cup of coffee, it signifies my transition from little helpless girl to productive confident woman.

I’ve wanted to emulate a lack of control but it took a bit of creativity to do it safely. I would never put myself into a situation where roommates, neighbors or firefighters would have to untie my kinky self. I’ve also worried about a fire or something, but that’s a chance I’m willing to take. Last night I did something pretty intense. I figured out a way to keep myself completely unable to release myself but still safe… and it was amazing!

Here’s the supplies, a combination lock, some chains wrapped in blankets and a room that is flooded with sunlight in the morning.. I memorized the combination on the lock and wrote it on my arm, waited until about 3 hours before sunrise, diapered myself very thickly and put in a glycerin suppository. I then bound my legs with a metal set of chains that I couldn’t break out of and attached my legs to the chains I tied around my wrists, connecting them very close to a bondage collar I wear with a D ring on the front of it, forcing my hands to go no lower than my chest. If you don’t have a collar you can tie the chain around your waist and put your hands behind your back, the whole point is forcing yourself to not touch your diapered parts and to be forced to use your diaper in a helpless state. Then make sure your windows are open and that you are comfortable, safe, etc, turn out the lights and close the lock.

When I tried this the first time I got a weird rush knowing that I was stuck, I wouldn’t be able to unlock the combination lock until it’s sunlight again (hoping that the sun comes up again, and if it doesn’t I’d rather not see what’s going on outside). At first I just struggled, tried to get comfortable and sucked on my pacifier. I realized how difficult it would be to wet in this position, but I drank so much water that I know I’ll have to. The glycerin started making me cramp almost as soon as I was bound, and I tried to hold it and worried about being soggy and cold and wet all night but I got to a point where I had to use my diapers and afterwards it’s always humiliating, even though no ones watching.

After I had a full diaper I just started drifting off to fantasy’s about being put into this state by a cruel hospital staff or a strong dominant daddy who knows how much his little girl needs to be controlled. In bondage your mind wanders to meditative states, a waking dream of fantasy’s and submission, time become non-linear and you forget how you were put into this situation, allowing you to become anyone, anywhere. Its amazing how restricted I feel with heavy chains all over my tiny body, sore from being 5’7’’ in a 5’2’’ crib.

When the sun started coming up I started waiting to be able to undo the lock, but focusing my mind on that made my drowsiness take over, and I fell asleep to wake up a few hours after sunlight. It took me a few minutes to get out of the chains, adding further frustration to my tired and soggy state, but once I showered and got all clean and diapered again, I felt relieved and sated. It’s a pretty intense thing to do to oneself, but its reasonably safe and a great way to be kept in bondage by the biggest daddy of them all… the sun!

posted by Riley K. @ 08:55  
10 Comments:
  • At 5:22 PM, Anonymous Bondager_boy said…

    Hi, I love your blog. Did you probe to tied your hands behind your back?, is a more restrictive mode of bondage, and a hogtied?, please talk waht do you think about this kind of restrains?, kisses

     
  • At 5:35 PM, Blogger Riley said…

    Hogtied sounds like fun :)

    I've tied my hands behind my back before but i prefer in front of me, I don't really know why... My kingdom for a straightjacket!

     
  • At 3:54 AM, Anonymous Bondager_boy said…

    Uau!, I love the straightjacket too!!, but in this case I prefer the armbinder!, is more restrictive!!, please, put more information about bondage, I love to read it ;)

     
  • At 7:52 PM, Blogger the diapered dyke said…

    hey riley. i'm rad on the blog - i know a few do-it-yourself rope bondage tricks that i haven't the slightest idea how to write out and make sense. but still, it sounds like you have this down.

     
  • At 7:39 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Have you considered putting keys in ice cubes, and then locking yourself in using padlocks?

     
  • At 5:14 PM, Blogger Riley said…

    Anonymous you've done it again! Great tip :)

     
  • At 4:48 PM, OpenID jay-dl said…

    rope bndage no where near the difinitive guide to the do it yourself (or on anyone else for that matter)

    ok if you find the chains heavy and uncomfortable use some COMFORTABLE nilon rope (3-6mm / 1/8-1/4inch think is pritty good) melt the end back on it's self to make a loop in the rope any size bigger (but not bigger than you obviously because you want a tight fit) means there are more exciting places to attach it smaller means any padlocking is more secure and you waste less rope getting outwrap yourself up into any position attaching to a crib side (or similar) is a good trick to limit movement and to force yourself into awkward possitions allso knots in cirtain places (do ecperiment) can cause more sexual excitement the mor you squirm

    padlocking tricks (locking off)
    1)end to end loops are just padlocked together ... 2 ways to escape cut the rope and undo the padlock also good for tying up freinds when they dont realise it
    2) many locks (for best effect use same type repeatedly) only one key obviously you open all the locks put the keys in a pot mix together and keep one in your hand putting the others in a draw pu the loops round legs or arms tie yourself in a knot then padlock where ever rope crosses puting twists in the rope for slack then try to manover yourself through the whoe you undo when you find the lock that fits the key donot under any circumstances lock through the loops because you'll need help getting out
    3 small loops (no bigger than the hole you make with your index finger and thumd on the same hand) and lock position one loop on the end of rope arround your belly button wrap arround your body and feed through loop tie yourself in knots passing the rope as close to your belly buttton as possible as often as possible finishing with the other loop ontop or in the middle of your back lok the ropes close to the loops throgh the loops (be ingenious) and your tied up (even an option to teather hands loosely through collar so theycannot pass below the waist after legs are securly wrapped tight) then unlock locks with one of the keys in the mixed up pot of keys see 2
    4 attaching to something (one end) make a loop arround the pole/ object then pul the rest of the rope through the loop you made at the end of the rope

    untying
    1 key bucket
    A pick a key any key hide the rest out of reach
    B thats not the right one pick another
    C Tags put eac key on a undistinguishable tag
    i put all but one key on one lock when loking and keep the locks appart by about a handspan (unless you cant then lock the locks to each other)
    2 cut the rope cut near loops or through loops to create a new end whats more this is very exciting because each time has to be different because you use different lenghts of rope
    A (cut loop) make a new loop in the rope /reattach with heat
    B (cut near loop) use loop as a attaching point next tome (best effect arms legs and upper chest)
    i small loops and lot of locks attach one the end of the loop to the cut off loop wrap arround body until you pass near the cut off loop an lock there keep going untill all the rope is used and lock last end to cut off loop
    ii put loop on arm or leg andfeed rope though that instead of wraping up (it saves rope and it (providing enough cut off loops of various sizes) can be a very efective way of tying body parts together for example it might make it easier to attach arms to sides (or each other or legs) by just pulling the end of the rope which in turn can be locked off with a comby lock in /near one hand
    C (oops accidentaly cut nowhere near loop) don't wory now you have 2 ropes and pleanty of new options with them
    i (if of equal length) locking loops combine with many locks one weived in and out of the other
    ii loking loops chain lock one rope to the next and only have one key to unlock the lot

    some of these need practice and lots of rope try 6 meters/20 feet (side note when you buy it they will ask how much do you want reply "i'd like *length* or whatever you've got" if they are a good retailer and have not alot left they'll give you the excess and charge you for the ammount you asked for or give you whats left and under charge you by alot either way its a good deal but they will insist you take the reel to carry it it makes it harder to carry in reatity but it's a gesture of good will because they are under charging you ... on the other hand if they're close to running out and you don't say it they'll open new rope for yor to get the right length or over charge you for the excess and insit you take the reel it's up to you) to start see how you go if you need more rope buy more if not then cut some off the end depends on taste really more rope for most usually means more fun/thiner wallet

     
  • At 6:44 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    how do you get ahold of glycerin ennemas and is thatthe only type you use

     
  • At 2:19 PM, Blogger Like Ra said…

    Self-bondage ... Hmm... Have you ever seen this site: http://www.likera.com ?

     
  • At 5:43 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    interesting stuff

     
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