clarity (or) Let's Play Diapers!

This post is to help clarify some parts of my experience that I feel need clarification.

As most of you know, starting the morning of Dec. 4th, I decided that from now on I'm going to be diapered. It's generally called 'going 24/7' in the ABDL community, and it's pretty much the holy grail for folks like us, to always smell slightly of baby powder and have a constantly padded bottom. But nary has a little one who quest for the grail stayed in diapers forever, and some noble diapered folks have a similar but different quest, to become incontinent, but ay, this is not my quest. Sorry, I'll cut out the Monty Python talk; this is supposed to be about clarity.

I'm not exactly trying to become incontinent. I've tried in the past, I get that desire to feel totally out-of-control of my wetting, to be a little bed wetter and to NEED diapers. I've read guides on how to do it, and followed them to a T, until I eventually get overwhelmed by all of the make-believe stress of that kind of lifestyle. My bodies going through a lot of changes right now and diapers are part of that, they help me stay focused, feel girly and keep all of my boy parts hidden away, being incontinent is part of that, but it's not a requirement. I still dream of being incontinent, but for now I just need to get comfortable with always being diapered, and then move onto following the rules. These are the rules that I would need to follow to start my real journey to incontinence; I feel these are vital in attempting that... I present Rules, and how I've broken them.

Rule 1.) If you are in diapers, you MUST be able to wet them with confidence.

This is the most important and toughest rule. Especially with the hormones, I'm starting to blossom both emotionally and physically, and I kind of want to be able to put on a tight pair of jeans or a cute but short skirt and go out with friends and not have to worry about changes and wearing something bulky enough where it can stand wettings, it's nice to be able to show off now and then. In these 'formal' situations, job interviews, family gatherings, anytime where leaking wouldn't just be embarrassing, but devastating as well. I'll still be diapered at these times but generally nothing bigger than a goodnite or a small ATN or even just a little girl pull-up, I generally call them either protection diapers (ones I feel comfortable in) or play diapers (panties with a little padding). So basically, I'm in diapers 24/7, I just sometimes wear things that I can't wet with confidence.

Rule 2.) If you have to wet, wet, regardless of anything.

Like any good list, Rules 1&2 parallel each other, this just basically means that once you're in the 24/7 mindset, the second you get the signal in your brain that you might need to wet, just let it happen. Don't force it or anything, just don't let your reflexes keep you from wetting. This is the way to truly train your body to get used to wetting, and when I hold it in I feel I'm taking a step back in training my body to getting used to diapers. This is probably the strictest rule, because it means that if you are out of diapers for any reason, you have to wet, this means peeing on the floor if you haven't diapered up yet, or wetting a diaper that's about to leak because4 you haven't had a chance to change yet, this is generally why public accidents happen to the 24/7. How am I ignoring this rule? I haven't taught my body to get into a pattern of wetting, my bladder still fills up then asks me if I want to void, as opposed to a bladder that's used to always wetting on the first sign, one that never fills all the way and therefore has shrunk, it just fills a little then voids, so I never have to worry about flooding my diapers, the leading cause of leaks. As I mentioned in Rule 1, I'm also not always properly diapered, so I'm not going to wet on first impulse if I'm just in a goodnite and out and about, I need to further my conditioning if I'm going to follow this rule.

Rule 3.) Put away/sell/burn all of your non-diaper friendly clothes and undies

This rule is oftentimes the one people regret the most in following, the idea is to put on a bulky diaper and then put on all of your clothes and if it doesn't fit or hide the diaper well enough, lose it. It's a statement that diapers are it from now on, and why have clothes that you can't wear? As I mentioned before, I still do like dressing sexy and formal here and there, so this is out of the question. On the other hand, next time I do go shopping I'll be sure to wear a decent sized diaper when I try on bottoms so I don't buy something that makes diapers impossible. I'm pretty thin and don't have much of a posterior, and a smaller but still protective diaper can def round out my bottom. Just think since Diapers are my underwear, and a pretty pink pull-up diaper is like a sexy piece of lingerie and my granny panties are the big bulkier plain diapers. As an added note, a pair of kids' pull-ups works better at hiding my boy parts better than any gaff or tape or anything!

These are the big 3 rules for going incontinent, and as you can tell, I'm going 24/7-lite. I'm not messing my diapers, I get an enema once a week and that's it for messing, that's just too much for me and I doubt that there will ever be a point in my life where I will want to lose control of that aspect of my continence, that's a bit much. I'm getting used to always being in diapers, and these rules might someday be things I follow 100%, I'm following the rules whenever I can, which probably comes to 70% of the time.

All in All, I'm not dedicating myself to a life of incontinence until I'm in a place in my life that is conducive to that and have decided its right for me, which might not ever happen.  For now, I'm getting used to being in diapers indefinitely, both mentally and physically, and I'm glad I have someone to share it with. Thanks for reading and stay diapered; I promise I will too :)



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