The girl who was helping me, we were chatting quite a bit while looking for them and we got along pretty well, when I told her I couldn't afford them, I could tell she felt bad but I was surprised when she took me aside and told me that she would just buy them with her employee discount, and then put my lenses in on her break. I'm cautious, questioning the legality of it, she's young and tells me that her mom just recently died and shes taking care of her 2 little sisters for their first christmas without a mom. She tells me to meet her at the starbucks in 10, I stand there outside looking scandolous, like i'm in a Lou Reed song. She taps me on the shoulder, we sit down and I can see her hands shaking like shes got the fear of god in her while she puts my lenses in. I hand her 80$ cash under the table, thank her, and we go out seperate ways. I don't know if she pocketed them, or actually used her discount, all I know is I probably bought a barbie or 2 for a family thats just trying to get by, and thats what the seasons about... right? I also think that being diapered gives me just the overall pleasantness feeling that other people pick up on, they can just tell that I'm a nice person :)
The main thing I wanted to say in this post, is I've set a before new years resolution to answer allllll my emails by 2010, so if you've sent me an email at protectionblog at gmail over the past few years, I'll get to it. If you've sent a message to another email address or to my facebook/youtube, I've probably lost it, I'm doing some major re-organizing. I hope everyones having a happy day, and make sure to leave some molicares out for santa, I heard he likes them the best :)

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don't confront me with my failures, I have not forgotten them