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Friday, January 22, 2010

Cuddled up

oh do I love being all cuddled up in bed with a footy sleeper and a diaper on :)

So heres the current update... I've been wrestling with my PC trying to get a clean, happy version of Windows 7 installed, and I have finally succeeded in doing so. I've got premiere and photoshop installed, so I'm back up to full video editing capacity. The other little joy I have right now is some Attends from 1986 that a reader sent me, I'm going to be showing those off very soon. If you noticed, I was using a different camera than I usually do for my last couple videos, I'm back to only using the GL2, and it's happily in my possession and back out of the pawnshop.

I did have a job interview the other day, and I've been pretty much blown off again. It was at a coffee shop, a really good local chain that does stuff like sandwiches and wine tasting. Anyway, I interviewed last week, they said they'd call me by last Saturday, but they didnt, I've called, gone into all of the locations, and keep missing the managers, and the 2 times I've made appointments to meet the managers, they've flaked on me, so I'm just getting the run around and its making me sad. I looked so good before the interview, had everything ready, great resume, great big smile and friendly, concise answers to all their questions, I know tons about coffee and tea. I feel like I just can't get hired in this town right now, but I have to keep trying and trying until I eventually get a good job, or move somewhere with better oppurtunities and a fresh start, a place where no one knows me as a boy.

The diapers and my computer are making me happy right now, but everything else is pretty heavy. Getting a lot of pretty nasty feedback from other trans people about my LetsGetSRS site, very disappointing to see one subculture hate on another subculture, I thought we were all in this together. I'm going to be doing some new reviews tomorrow, so look forward to that, and I'll try my best to survive through this horrible weather!

<3

-Riley

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6 comments:

  1. Tornado warnings in California are stupid >.> Shouldn't have those here grrr
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  2. Sorry to hear other people are giving you such a hard time about being trans don’t pay them no mind their just jealous that you have come so far and you are so pretty.

    "Life isn’t about being who everyone wants you to be. It’s about being yourself and finding someone who loves every bit of it."


    The sun will shine for you my dear and you see that everything will fall into place for you. As far as the job interview times are tough right now so…… hang in their you seem to be very ambitious and easy going.

    You remind me of myself when I was your age with the only exception you are living as a woman something I have never gotten over. I regret never taking the next step everyday and time has passed me by. I have read most of your blogs this week enjoyed each and every one and find them refreshing.

    Have a great day
    Hugs
    Tammy
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  3. Hello Riley,

    I experienced hatred and discrimination from other trans folk, too. It was harder to find my information, but I got were I wanted to. They could not hinder me from becoming the babygirl I have always dreamt off.

    Now I am proud of being a genuine neo-babygirl who uses diapers like all other babygirls (and the diapers fit better!).

    Babgirl Kvetinka
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  4. windows 7 trouble?! that sounds like me! i got windows 7 and tried to install it windows said i had to do a clean install because i was going from vista ultimate to windows 7 home premium.... so i had to complete clean off the hard drive or well zero fill it... so i did that took all night two nights ago... i try to install windows 7 yesterday and the disc doesnt work......... i cried i really cried...

    question tho what was wrong with the hd camera it looked great was the editing problems or something?

    as for the hate they are just hating because they don't get any readers while you do. so ignore them. i always enjoy reading your stuff its very informative and honestly has helped me figure some things out.
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  5. I decided to join blogger. hope you have a great day
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  6. If Windoze 7 is giving you too much trouble, there's more than a few Linux distrubutions that have real people in mind instead of just programmers.

    www.ubuntu.com
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don't confront me with my failures, I have not forgotten them